everytime i see her, there's this burning desire to confess, to end all this idiocracy of pretending she's another girl that crosses my way. sigh. it's not time yet. not yet.

ah well. CCA today was fun fun fun. sprained a finger while blocking. ow. ring finger somemore. lucky not middle finger. at least if i can't get married coz of this sprained fourth finger, i can always point the middle one and tell life to go f*ck itself.

damn. got art tomorrow. i mean, it's fun and all. i would do it. if not for the damn pile of homework just waiting for me to touch it. yeah sure, aesthetics is damn fun. yeah sure it's cool. yeah sure i love it. but by getting an A for art or doing a sell-able song for music won't effing reduce the pile of homework compost. it's like, staring at me. the frickin pile is staring at me. i can feel it. mocking me. no i'm not crazy. i just escaped from the asylum. so i'm not crazy. bah.

classes have been cool. yeah. oh, and i'm the only left hander in class. hoho. mr creative.

oh yeah, tingzhen did like, damn retarded stuffs in the chem lab lol. during titration, after washing all the stuff, after all the careful measuring, he titrated without adding methyl orange pigment to his chemical. hahaha. laughed my ass off. XD in the end have to redo the whole titration thing. and guess what. he forgot to add pigment twice. haha. nice job man. and vicki had like, "RETEST" on her paper. big, red words. then she kept complaining about how she needed to stay back and redo the test. then after half a day, i got tired of it and told her 'retest' actually meant she took the separate test paper from the class coz she was absent. hahahahah. alot of incidents today. actually everyday. i remember after CCA today, we walk out until the bus stop then peng realise his shoebag still in school. then while he was chionging back the team stood in two rows, then started greeting people that walked past. HEH. jerian didn't play today coz he felt damn bloated. eat two sets of $5 chicken rice, go back home still eat somemore. in the end, bloat like siao. joke sia.

37 days to hamamatsu! and i want to go to LASALLE. sigh. but i know my parents will put me in a crate and send me to an african orphanage where i will get adopted by some famous celebrity. (oops) really really want to study fine arts. ugghhh. let's see what God has in store for me. :/

am going to pick up archery and fencing whoots.

can't wait can't wait.

life can't wait. heh.